Thoughts are very subtle and yet an extremely powerful form of energy. It is very difficult to reverse the effects of negative thinking once they have taken physical form. Thoughts like worry and fear attack the body at the cellular level. If you think say and act out a negative concept such as ‘I am a loser’ you place tremendous creative energy into motion. Think thoughts of anger and negativity long enough and your body will translate those thoughts into reality.
Your soul will watch you play out your drama year after year, month after month, day after day and will always hold the truth about you. Your soul will always remember your original plan and will help you to see the truth in what you are creating. But if you pound your negative thoughts so hard into your energy matter, it will be hardwired into your DNA structure. It may just take a lifetime or two to reverse the process, but then in the world of spirit time is not important.
Every cell of your body changes every several years. You are quite literally not the same person you were a few years ago. Upon death not only the mind goes with your ethereal body and soul but your personality as well. In the afterlife you will know all your past lives because in spirit it will profit you to know. Now in this moment it will not. Your soul purpose when you enter the afterlife will be to review your life just past without pain or judgment. And then decide again who you say you are and who you desire to be.